Dirty Garden Girl
If she would hold that thing for me ?
my names is Stephen Kelly I am 36 Next week I am 37
Le douleur exquise actually means the exquisite pain, not heart-wrenching. It's meaning, as far as I know, is a bit more complicated that simple unrequited love; basically, it refers to the romanticization of rejection, the comfort you can find in pretending your rejection is a melodratic, heroic, tragic failed love story. Oh, I am so madly in love and I can love no one else, but she won't listen to me because this and this happened etc.
I don't like the Kinsey scale because it's a zero sum model of sexuality that isn't at all accurate for me. I prefer a two scale model with attraction to each of the binary genders measured separately. On a scale of 0 (no attraction to 10 (extreme attraction I'm like a 9 or 10 for males and a 3 or 4 for females, but I definitely don't feel like my attraction to one diminishes my attraction to the other.